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the story continues
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 | Tuesday, April 07, 2009
never good enough.

so...today was suppose to be the best day of my life....but as usual, i always had to find something to make the "worst" day of my life.

it was graduation. spending time with your friends, classmates. leaving behind all the grudges and just enjoying the moments lost and gained. taking photos to last a lifetime.

yes, as the names of the distinction was being "concluded" out, i was beginning to feel the pinch. the hard pinch of truth, that reminded me that i wasn't the best. i was never good enough. too good to be true right? always the bridesmaid, never the bride. kinda reminded me of myself.

PL's motto, then came into mind. Look up and Lift Up.

simply put.
I am looking up( to Him) and lifting up( all my needs and desires to Him).

see where it goes from here.




♥ Hello wello.

me and hun!
Just Audrey Rick
2nd Jan
Liverpool FC fan
Daughter to my mom and dad
Best friend to my loves and peeps
BIG sis to my only One
Lurves Green
TNG, Passionfruiters,Marshies 1079
Vintage lovers(including music)
(:
currently listening:
Why do it today when u can do it tom- Jamie Cullum


♥ Desires.


Get an iPod
(thanks mum, dad and mandy)
Green Crumpler
sleepover!
TO PASS DRIVING TEST on minimum 2 tries
watch the sunset/sunrise with someone special
to get maintain the 3.5 GPA
have a tea/picnic at Fort Canning/Sentosa!
(midsummer's night dream lor)
guitar and amps
to go jamming with friends....Let's Go...
new BIBLE
to complete a love song to you,Lord it's NOT a master piece
stay up late without parents.1 am???..
felt rather shaky though...don't wanna do it again
to have a better walk with God
Go to Perth for the Hols
to have my braces removed asap
go snorkelling.....see a new island...Koh Samui!!
where are my retainers?!!
share God's love, like never before[currently doing it!]
rock climbing?
join a marathon
a SPORTS watchPUMA-Brazilian colours!
go horse riding(now my butt hurts...)
go for mission trip!!i want i want!
swim w dolphins:))
to be able to see my god-child next year:))
go for a church-related workshop/conferenceYLMC
able to do all the housework
it's a never-ending task
spend more time with Mandy
get an OCS shirt(thanks Choy)
to go an island escape-alone
to get a new Phone!
(Finally!!!)
write a book
go on a date
still waiting.....never been asked....
go on a cruise holiday
(:

♥ Talkie.




♥ Strangers.

♥
Piglet!♥
Audrey♥
Lizzie♥
Glenn♥ BFF
Yy♥
izzie
su!
Pastor B
yy+abel
Nisha!w55N
inspirations
Clarie!
Liverpool YNWA
my Friendster
Passionfruits cell
Bridget
Christina-Duckie!!♥
Aizat
Shazzie
Kenny Kor:)
Serina!

Aini
Marcus- Randy's Twin**
Randy- Marcus Twin**
Shikin
my photo journal
Charlene!!
James
Joel
Tricia
Ryan Goh


♥ Dance hall.

Song code.
Recommended: Imeem, Myflashfetish.

♥ Credits.

Sweet.pulchritude- ♥
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