i've just realized how important it is, well for me rather, to get some peace and quiet. it's so difficult, in Singaporean lifestyle, to actually find a space amidst the noise pollution and the constant thinking of our schedules. A space where you can roam free without anyone bothering you- asking you questions or talking to you while you're asleep.

sometimes i really wish, that i can say NO- to all those things that keeps me from enjoying my life to the fullest. Spending time with God, is something that i want to have; not as a luxury but as my life. I guess it really takes a whole lot of discipline to starts things something as "simple"( emphasizm) as that.

I just wanna a day where I could wake up late, eat breakfast at 12pm and enjoy the day. walk the beach. take a drive. walk the parks. anything, besides my schedules or errands. i guess i'll only be able to do that- yes, u guessed it, my birthday. I realised my birthday is truly my trump card. sometimes i can say" I can do it...coz it's my birthday"...but for some of you who know me, i've always said-"I can do it"- not because it's my birthday, but rather because- I CAN lar!hahahha....

the only space
to roam free,
to hold air
to taste the breeze

the only space
to carress the sea,
cradle the trees
which is more than a face

the only space,
yes, you got it,
is none other than
your "uncle ned".


maybe i should just RUN away from it all. Just RUN.