sometimes, it's really so hard to breather when you have a three-headed dog breathing down your neck( just brought memories back from watching the first Harry Potter Movie...)..i mean, if you can't think straight, can't see clearly, let alone SHOUT at the top of ur lungs for help. you're so terrified that you can't break free or even wanna break free, coz u know that it'll eat you up.

that's how i'm feeling right now..everytime when i take 2 steps forward, i am being pushed 4 steps backward. i can never seem to catch a break=S, it's like everything starts to pour down and it's floods you( pray that God saves those pple trapped in Hurricane Ike...)....

brb.


ok am back...

so yea, what am i to do?.....more UTs on the way; i'm going crazy with church- ooh since we're on this subject, i don't know why?but i am feeling kinda left out...i feel as if i m falling a part from church...like i've no sense of belonging...maybe i should confirm my membership or sth??heehee...strange as it may seem...i cannot find the reason why.......