i think i am really glad that i am just me and nobody else...sometimes, i feel as if i have to be a whole different person when i am w someone/a particular grp of people.....and that kinda sucks...coz if i can't be me, i tend to be grumpy or quiet the next day... so then, i turn-around and show pple the real AUDREY. and i think they might like her better than some "faker" as some pple might call it...

but most of the time, the REAL audrey comes out and like being around pple she loves and care...

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i think mom's not feeling too good( phys/emotional)...been acting real weird today..i think coz Dad's not back yet and she misses him...awwww...hahaha how cute is that...but her mood swings are kinda creeping me and mandy out..i mean like we don't know what she thinks and how she'd react to certain actions...-pause- head spinning all of a sudden- back again-....so as i was saying..yea, but nevertheless, just gonna continue praying for them-

hey, i think as daughters(or sons), we should never take our parents happiness and marriage for granted....i mean they can be happy one day and the next minute- choy!touch woood...- filling for custody the next...

dear Lord, i pray for mum's and dad's happiness that they'll remain true and loving to each other, and whatever differences or arguments they(might) have Lord, u take control Lord, take control and put them in a right place. Sanctify and cover their marriage with the Precious Blood of Jesus that nothing can separate them of your love and the love for each other....amen.
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i was just talking to agf of mine, of how glad i am that i am still single. hahahha i know, in the "now" society, most pple of my age grp have had already more than 5 BFs.let me admit to some. i don't think i am very good/lucky in this department...i have friends, who have guys falling head over heels for them...and i am stuck in the grut with just staring at their fortune...hahha but no no, i am not at any discontentment. i am happy and content w the way i am and who i am with( or without)....i am free to do what i want, n viva life to the fullest...with nothing to hold me back(prob except family...heeheee)...

to those of you single ladies,

be glad and merry. you have the best gift anyone can give to themselves. Freedom and independence. that all you'll ever need is God.