it's been awhile....definitely.....

and alot has happened...duh?!... i honestly, think, my blog is a journal of my thoughts and happenings in my life and NOT a gossip channel...hahahha(well sometimes, it is, when i am in "grandma"mode)

so anyways...i've got great news... i finally met my cousins from my javanese heritage. after 19 years( and more for mum...), i finally got to meet all of my mum's childhood-quirky stories...hahaha it was really amazing. i've always told my parents that if i was good, could i meet my javanese side of the family??although, i know it was kinda impossible( not anymore!!) to do so....


and now, i have more than 50 family members on "this" side of my family...



here's a pic...
now, part of the zonkers....more to come.




the first time, i met Abang Sanni, i thought he was my mum colleague and when she said he her nephew, i was confused and surprised....first, your nephew? and if he's your nephew, he's my cousin...n he's old...hahahah( no offense okay abang...lurvess)...i think it was the best, most lovely, valentine's day present God could ever give my family. it was really showing His great amore and grace.

eversince that day, my family n i have just been blessed with meeting more of them...

i really thank God for this opportunity. my mother and i have been praying for times like this....and there were times that i would think i would never get to meet them..but Jesus, you're really awesome. You show how great you are when you want to; we've just gotta trust you and place our all in You. Amen to that.