I have to really stop watching all these romantic/comedy shows...it's too difficult....too harsh...i mean coz u'll be wondering if there's ever gonna be a time where it'll happen to you. will it? of course, it won't. it's fiction.

but we can imagine. live in a pretense, can't we?

i mean, i have always wondered what it'd be like to have someone beside you; everything i wanted in a guy. all of my list fulfilled. a wise friend once told me( Stonker) that God is moulding my One out there.he isn't ready yet for me to stumble upon. i guess so. but the wait can be tiring, both mentally and emotionally.

i have made so many mistakes by trying my best to find that One. i have met all sorts of guys but none could ever meet up to the expectations of the list. they were always falling short of the glory( of the list). some people say that it's bogus but i beg to differ. i know there is. and even if there isn't, i am glad that i didn't waste my heart for anyone else.

that's where the romantic movies comes in.it always seem to filter my mind that i can have the fiction live, if i just "stumble" upon it. but who in the real world, does?? who can wait 2 years for a person to love her/him back? i don't think anyone can wait that long for me( or i'd let anyone do so)

i'd guess i'd have to win the bet, yin yee . coz 10 years is a very short but looong time ahead and i don't think anyone in my world so far, can meet up to the list. i am not willing to compromise my list for anything in the world.

so pay up yin. $100.

i win.