Waves crashed over the

Sandy white beaches

Crystalline in all it’s

Purity

Now covered with seaweed

Dead logs and

Washed up sea crabs

She found out what it means

To find betrayal in the sea of friendship

Hurt, mistrust, anger

Nothing burns like

A woman scorned, as what they say

She is strong, built from within

Maybe hurt on the inside

But never shows it, never hides it

All she knows is to be herself

Both mind, soul, body

She holds her head up high in the

Midst of the waves crashing

Over her; swims to shore, and

Make it back to the land

Paradise

I guess life sometimes tend to give you lemons and take them back and gives u seaweed. What to do with seaweed? Nice, meh?

Anyway, I couldn’t be happier than how I felt when I was erm, as what people call’t, infatuated. It was a nice feeling to be desire OR to pursue the desire of one’s dream. I mean who wouldn’t want to fall or be in the sense of love, right?.

People ask me why I don’t feel hurt. Coz I am not. The happiness is overwhelming the hurt normal people would feel if such news came to their ears.

If there’s one thing I learn from the past experiences I’ve had, is that always BE PREPARED for the WORST. Sound skeptical. But it’s the truth. I have learn that to desire for something or someone is always nice, but one has to protect themselves from being hurt. I, for one, kept the pessimistic aspect( like she’s taken, he’s not interested, you’ll never get the PSP you wanted…etc) of the experience at the back of your head. However, just because you think pessimistic, it doesn’t mean that you can’t live optimistically. No, the optimism SHOULD over power your pessimism. So when such a downfall happen to you, you won’t feel as bad as one should.

I guess you won’t be so devastated. Some people call it betrayal, others rejection. Either way, I call the downfall of the up-rise in life.

So thank you all of you, who have supported this desire and helped me through this turmoil. but really I am FINE. I am really ok…instead people who care/ know me, feel sad and bothered by it.

As I have said from the beginning.

I’d rather loose a love than loose a friend.

But hitting compressed balls over 150yard line is really relieving.

Take lookJ

me just hitting off

mandy hitting off- i am getting rusty!

mandy just smiling- dad at the back

i am just relaxing.haiz.

love yea mandy!!muacks***xoxox