I have come to realize that what we love may not last very long. Someone once told me, till life like it was your last day on earth…but if I do that, I wouldn’t spending time with anyone, I’d spend more time talking to my heavenly Father….and then, it just dawned to me, that it would be my last day everyday and that I needed to speak my Father more frequently.

It was scary seeing myself, not being me yesterday. I just couldn’t take anything anymore ( please, this was yesterday’s Audrey..SHE SURVIVED!)…so just doing my own RJ, I found that I took pride in whatever I did, and I expected a lot from myself. Some people might say that I was Kan Chieong or too pressurizing but I beg to differ. I feel that if I didn’t do this to myself, I wouldn’t be able to get very far, in my life. I wouldn’t be able to do things, single-handedly, Multi-tasking or even mugging as hard I should be.

Sad to say, I kinda agree with wyn when he says that to distress your mental, stress your physic. To create a balance in everything you do. I think I need that. Some ALONE time. Just for Audrey and her H.Dad. just for them. Just to hear His voice calling out my name.. not anyone else…Just His.

Thanks Pastor B, for helping me through the morning with your interesting life tales…really perked me up..haha

Thanks Lizzie, for wanting to bring me to a secret place..can’t wait to go there!

Thanks Elena, for listening as hard as you could and having a girl-to-girl talk with me. I very much loved your opinions. I am glad that I have you in the club. Hope to hangout soonJmaybe rock climbing?

Thanks ben, for my favourite-all calming-peppermint tea. I didn’t expect it. It was very sweet of youJthanks again.