I am so tired of myself, whining that I am tired..that I try so hard to shuddup!!!...like why can’t I be contented with ME..is it that awful?....

Oh Lord, pursue me…I just want to be pursued!....I am so tired of being the prince…why couldn’t have just make me the prince?!...i guess there’s a purpose… I am just so tired of pretending that I don’t have feelings, when naturally I would….why did I have to make those mistakes( well some weren’t really mistakes etc.)? I noe..i noe..u wanted me to learn..

Bleah!...i just wanted what every little Girl( yes mummy, I will become more lady like and stop sitting liddat!), wants…to be swept off her feet….

[Joker thought]:Was just talking to my babe,darling…hahah well it’s true isn’t it? I think I might turn les…or maybe I won’t be able to pull it off, because of my Motherly Charm….NOT!!!...

And then , as I was doing devotion and all, I think God was trying to tell me to “….Walk in Me….”, as in Let God decide for you..and I was like, yea!..i mean why not…He knows what’s best, he can move mountains..command the stars..i can live my life easily and not bother with the matters of the HEART…hahahha

Great!!! I have been freed. I don’t need anyone…coz all I need is you…and who said we need Man…all I need is my lover, Jesus!

I noe this may sound feministic…but if u had been in my shoes, I bet u would have felt the same sentiments…maybe not all..but the similar sentiments that I am feeling….*yawn*

And I am so grateful of that…

Hi D!...missed yea!!...haha