the story continues
Sunday, January 7, 2007 | Sunday, January 07, 2007
it's just killing....
Who is like Him
the lion and the lamb
Seated on the throne
Mountains bow down
Every ocean roars
to the Lord of hosts
Praise Adonai
From the raising of the sun
to the end of every day
Praise Adonai
all the nations of the earth
all the angels and the saints
sing praise
truly i feel the wrost i can be today....first of all it's a monday..and my grades are slowly slipping...
God?!..
where are u??
I give up...there's no one like the Lion and the Lamb..there are times, Lord..where i feel misplaced.
i feel as if i cant find you?why is that so?...why do u forsaken me....No, you haven't...Lord..
i know you will Never NEVER forsake me( Hebrews)
.sometimes when i want to talk to u..i cant...
as in not because i don't want to...but because i just cannot find the peace to talk to u..
.i can't even find time for myself..yes, yes, i know i watch TV.. but i use it as family time...
i mean rarely spend time...with all the school and work and all..
i don't know..how?...show me a way Lord..holy spirit be my guide...t
this is the only time where i am truly quiet and yours to be worked...i wanna fulfill all my purpose...
for God, in this Earth...in this time...take me...take it all,...because i love u more than i can say!..
PRAISE ADONAI!!..praise be to God...**speaking in tongues**...i lift everything...take it all!!!
my sickness, my school, my parents, amanda, all my temptations... i surrender...
i need u... i need Jesus to be in the CENTREof my HEART....coz only u will i adore...
all i want is u...
come and rescue ME... come and rescue from the my own darkness...
Father!!ABBA!! take control...
i want my daddy to take control...i wanna run to u...
fall into the arms of my Father..give me this chance.,
..please... change mylife around!
there were times, i admit..that i wasn't the best of my best..but Lord, it's all gonna change now..
i know it's all in your hands
and i lift it all to u...let me find rest...
spiritual rest in your presence....
i need to hear u...just u...i only want u!....and it's just killing me that i would neglect u...
how ungrateful...i have just realised that.when my life is all topsy turvy...but u are always in control...
Rejoice, Audrey!...you have found new joy and love...please forgive me,lord
for all that i have done.. i know that you are just drawing me near to u..
and i am just pushing u away..but i want all that to change..
come..come Lord, whisper....
Rejoice my child, for i am here. You're life maybe in turmoils,
grades down, relationships all over the place...let me tell u...
u may have all this going around.i am just sadden that i have pushed away
Let me in. Let me in. Don't shun me away.
I want to be the Centre. for in that Centre..i will be
the Eye of the tornado. Calming and Serene amidst all the rushing of wind and life.
Trust me, Audrey.Hold you close, i will.
Trust me, child.I love you. you are my beloved.