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the story continues
Sunday, January 7, 2007 | Sunday, January 07, 2007
it's just killing....

Who is like Him

the lion and the lamb

Seated on the throne

Mountains bow down

Every ocean roars

to the Lord of hosts

Praise Adonai

From the raising of the sun

to the end of every day

Praise Adonai

all the nations of the earth

all the angels and the saints

sing praise







truly i feel the wrost i can be today....first of all it's a monday..and my grades are slowly slipping...



God?!..



where are u??



I give up...there's no one like the Lion and the Lamb..there are times, Lord..where i feel misplaced.

i feel as if i cant find you?why is that so?...why do u forsaken me....No, you haven't...Lord..

i know you will Never NEVER forsake me( Hebrews)

.sometimes when i want to talk to u..i cant...

as in not because i don't want to...but because i just cannot find the peace to talk to u..

.i can't even find time for myself..yes, yes, i know i watch TV.. but i use it as family time...

i mean rarely spend time...with all the school and work and all..

i don't know..how?...show me a way Lord..holy spirit be my guide...t

this is the only time where i am truly quiet and yours to be worked...i wanna fulfill all my purpose...

for God, in this Earth...in this time...take me...take it all,...because i love u more than i can say!..



PRAISE ADONAI!!..praise be to God...**speaking in tongues**...i lift everything...take it all!!!



my sickness, my school, my parents, amanda, all my temptations... i surrender...

i need u... i need Jesus to be in the CENTREof my HEART....coz only u will i adore...



all i want is u...





come and rescue ME... come and rescue from the my own darkness...

Father!!ABBA!! take control...



i want my daddy to take control...i wanna run to u...

fall into the arms of my Father..give me this chance.,

..please... change mylife around!







there were times, i admit..that i wasn't the best of my best..but Lord, it's all gonna change now..

i know it's all in your hands

and i lift it all to u...let me find rest...



spiritual rest in your presence....







i need to hear u...just u...i only want u!....and it's just killing me that i would neglect u...

how ungrateful...i have just realised that.when my life is all topsy turvy...but u are always in control...



Rejoice, Audrey!...you have found new joy and love...please forgive me,lord

for all that i have done.. i know that you are just drawing me near to u..

and i am just pushing u away..but i want all that to change..



come..come Lord, whisper....







Rejoice my child, for i am here. You're life maybe in turmoils,

grades down, relationships all over the place...let me tell u...

u may have all this going around.i am just sadden that i have pushed away

Let me in. Let me in. Don't shun me away.



I want to be the Centre. for in that Centre..i will be



the Eye of the tornado. Calming and Serene amidst all the rushing of wind and life.

Trust me, Audrey.Hold you close, i will.



Trust me, child.I love you. you are my beloved.





♥ Hello wello.

me and hun!
Just Audrey Rick
2nd Jan
Liverpool FC fan
Daughter to my mom and dad
Best friend to my loves and peeps
BIG sis to my only One
Lurves Green
TNG, Passionfruiters,Marshies 1079
Vintage lovers(including music)
(:
currently listening:
Why do it today when u can do it tom- Jamie Cullum


♥ Desires.


Get an iPod
(thanks mum, dad and mandy)
Green Crumpler
sleepover!
TO PASS DRIVING TEST on minimum 2 tries
watch the sunset/sunrise with someone special
to get maintain the 3.5 GPA
have a tea/picnic at Fort Canning/Sentosa!
(midsummer's night dream lor)
guitar and amps
to go jamming with friends....Let's Go...
new BIBLE
to complete a love song to you,Lord it's NOT a master piece
stay up late without parents.1 am???..
felt rather shaky though...don't wanna do it again
to have a better walk with God
Go to Perth for the Hols
to have my braces removed asap
go snorkelling.....see a new island...Koh Samui!!
where are my retainers?!!
share God's love, like never before[currently doing it!]
rock climbing?
join a marathon
a SPORTS watchPUMA-Brazilian colours!
go horse riding(now my butt hurts...)
go for mission trip!!i want i want!
swim w dolphins:))
to be able to see my god-child next year:))
go for a church-related workshop/conferenceYLMC
able to do all the housework
it's a never-ending task
spend more time with Mandy
get an OCS shirt(thanks Choy)
to go an island escape-alone
to get a new Phone!
(Finally!!!)
write a book
go on a date
still waiting.....never been asked....
go on a cruise holiday
(:

♥ Talkie.




♥ Strangers.


Piglet!♥
Audrey♥
Lizzie♥
Glenn♥ BFF
Yy♥
izzie
su!
Pastor B
yy+abel
Nisha!w55N
inspirations
Clarie!
Liverpool YNWA
my Friendster
Passionfruits cell
Bridget
Christina-Duckie!!♥
Aizat
Shazzie
Kenny Kor:)
Serina!

Aini
Marcus- Randy's Twin**
Randy- Marcus Twin**
Shikin
my photo journal
Charlene!!
James
Joel
Tricia
Ryan Goh


♥ Dance hall.

Song code.
Recommended: Imeem, Myflashfetish.

♥ Credits.

Sweet.pulchritude-
x x x